Reverse Evaluation

An Elder Evaluation

Inasmuch as the elders have undertaken to evaluate my performance, perhaps it would be good to have an evaluation that goes the other way.  Of course, because I am not an elder and elder is the highest calling in all of the Kingdom of God, I am not worthy to make such an evaluation.

But just for fun…I will use the same categories by which I am being evaluated.  Each item is to be ranked from 1 to 5 as to how well or poorly they are doing.

I am just playing around and have not even tried to keep tense, voice, etc consistent.  This is what it is….a rant and a catharsis.   I don’t make any claims of objectivity.  :)

 

Job Understanding  

Thorough comprehension of the principal job description and an understanding of methods, techniques, and skills in function areas and how they relate to other ministries and the church community.

The principal job description for an elder is the shepherd the flock.  In the year I have been here, we have had meetings on sugar packets, email discussions and controversial decisions on the promotion of movies, prayers for perpetrators and have ignored the victims of crimes perpetrated in our building under our watch.  The elders stood by as one of their own bullied the congregation and staff to the point where the senior pastor quit.

As to staying up with current methods and techniques…well, we have never done it that way before.

Regarding relating to other ministries in the church community…by “church community” we undoubtedly mean us and only us.  Because when our church was involved in a ministry for the whole city with other churches in the community, you were all conspicuously absent.

I give this a 1.

 

Decision Making  

Exhibits thoroughness in analyzing, planning, and decision making pertinent to the scope of job responsibilities.  Displays an ability to think through problem situations and reach timely and practical solutions.

The elders exhibit quick decisions without proper understanding of the whole situation.  Once decisions are made, they are likely to go out to the congregation and undermine the decision that was made.

When presented with issues through the approved venue (email) emails are ignored on issues that have important deadlines.

Elders seem to hold to a selective and legalistic understanding of Scripture which forces them to continually make the bad decisions they seem to prefer.

I give this a 1.

 

Budget Management   

Effective and consistent completion of cost objective goals and ability to operate at lowest   cost utilizing the most efficient methods.

 Due to poor budgeting of real expense (i.e. not enough for basic maintenance of building, inadequately funded ministries, antiquated systems of accounting and payment) the elders have managed to get more out of ministry than we could possibly do on the money allotted.

This is either due to the miracle of multiplication (that God has multiplied the moneys available and allowed the resources for ministry to magically appear) or by forcing pastors, staff, volunteers to pay for the expenses of their own ministries.

I am aware of all paid staff giving sacrificially to the ministries they lead, so I think it is the latter.

Additionally, because they have so leaned on the ones who are trying to serve, the elders have freed additional money to send to missions.

While we may lose staff, ministry volunteers, and church attenders because of our presumptuous and haphazard use of resources, we have certainly done it inexpensively.

So on being cheap, I give this a 5.

 

Organization and Planning 

Effectiveness in anticipating needs, forecasting results, analyzing and arranging work processes and delegating responsibility to volunteers.

You lured me in with low pay and the promise to make it right with no intention of fulfilling it.  You tried to force one of our staff members out and claim you didn’t even realize it.  You tell me I have decisions to make, but reverse them.  You speak of budget problems while paying one of your own to do a job which could easily be done by volunteers.  And, by the way, he does it badly.

And you forecast that the results will be a healthy church that trusts her elders.

I think you miss your forecast.

On this I give a 1.

 

Flexibility   

Develops and utilizes new strategies for increasing the effectiveness of each ministry, communicates them to ministry leaders, and oversees successful implementation.  Stays current and appropriately involved in the activities of all relevant ministry areas.

I have yet seen any new strategies coming from the eldership.

Elders demonstrate a ridiculous level of control on ministries they touch—requiring all curriculum to be read by them, prescribing the number of ounces in church coffee cups, controlling the how and what is and out of the bulletin, second guessing the decisions of student ministries (among others), etc.

On this, I give a 1.

 

Communicating       

Displays accuracy, clarity, and timeliness in all verbal and written correspondence to elders, staff, ministry leaders and the congregation.  Adheres to appropriate standards to maintain confidentialty.  Elders, staff, ministry leaders, and congregation are kept fully advised on applicable current events, changes, and problems.

It is a running joke among the staff and I have heard from members of the congregation.  If you send an email to the elders, you will get unhelpful or no response whatsoever.

While that is not entirely accurate, it is not without foundation.

On many, many occasions I have sent emails regarding serious issues such as budget matters, questions of teaching, sexual misconduct, and even bulletin announcements with little or no response.

The congregation laughs at the idea that the elders communicate with them.  They don’t even know the elders by face.  In the case of serious issues within the congregation, the elders are reluctant or opposed to communication.  Such issues include the forced sabbatical of a staff member, the forced removal of an elder, sexual assault in our building and other things I cannot recall.

Openness and communication is not a strong suit with these elders.

In regards to confidentiality, the official policy is that everything is confidential (hence no communication) but the practice is to allow breaches of confidentiality when deemed appropriate to promote a family atmosphere.

 

Relationship Development  

Establishes and maintains active engagement with the congregation as pastor, teacher, and shepherd.  Maintains an appropriately positive relationship with staff members and actively supports their growth as Christians and employees of  Our church.    Maintains a dynamic and positive relationship with the eldership of Our church recognizing that while the church body is elder-led, elders and pastor are called to cooperatively lead and display Christ’s example of servant leader.

Obviously this one is primarily directed toward me, but looking at the important relationship between pastor and elders, there is room to evaluate.

The elders have consistently undercut my authority with the staff and with church members.  I have even been asked to speak on their behalf only to have them backtrack and put me in a bad light.  They have excluded me from key decisions in the church and demand I follow along—at one point even asking me to lie to support them.

Though I have worked to build relationships with them, there has been very little reciprocation of that effort.

I give this a 1.

Integrity   

Maintains the highest standards of conduct both personally and professionally and inspires the same standards in those under his leadership.  The     embrace of biblical values and the authority of biblical principles are evident and at work.

I would say that the elders do try to operate according to the moral and ethical standard they understand.

Unfortunately their standard is something divorced from people.  It is soundly grounded on their own authority and shrouded in biblical language, but often it is a very convoluted ethic.

It does, indeed, inspire the same legalistic values in those under their leadership.

I give this a 2.  I do believe they try.

 

Quality   

Ministry objectives and duties are performed with excellence and model the qualities that Christ inspires in all of us.

Our elders do work with diligence and excellence in what they do.  They just do the wrong things.  Like a basketball player who can really punt.

On this I give a 3 for effort.

 

Attitude

Is actively and positively engaged in the ongoing vision of Our church by supporting and clarifying the essential objectives of the Lord’s church.

They desperately need to figure out what it is they are doing.  They don’t know what the vision of the church is, and so they all do their own things.  Each has pet projects they defend and steer, but they are disconnected from one another.

Attitude?  They have a fine, positive attitude.  They are up beat and positive.  About what, we don’t know.  They are confident in their ability to lead.  They are the only ones.

On this I give a 2 because they smile.

 

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Pre-Eval

I shouldn’t be surprised…I found out the reason the elders met for two hours before I was invited was to plan an evaluation of me.

It is not an anniversary.  Why now?  Oh.  I guess it would be the heretical teachings lately.  Namely the parts where we talked about grace.

They told me on Monday they would be evaluating me next month.  Get ready.

Today I got an accidental email.  One of the elders (M2), the least critical of all the elders, accidentally sent me his private evaluation of me.  It was not flattering.

My preaching, though factual, lacks an emphasis on the New Testament pattern for the church.  i.e. I am not adequately preaching the sectarian doctrine of our church.  Instead, I have been methodically working through the book of Mark.  It is notably non-sectarian.

So I get low marks on preaching, relationships and attitude.

I get some average marks on overseeing our budget.  That one is interesting.  Under their leadership, we budgeted and spent more than $40,000 more than we brought in last year.  This year, at the budget meeting, I insisted we should budget what we think we can actually bring in.  It was hailed as a lack of faith.

We budgeted $13,000 more than we bright in last year.  And I need some work on budgeting.

This was a rant.  I recognize that.  I also recognize that this blog sounds a little far out.  It is.  It is my life.

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Shepherding Wolves

Last night at the elders meeting we talked for a long time about the “incident” at church.  The one where my daughter’s friend was assaulted and the one a couple weeks ago where my daughter was assaulted.

12 year old girls who have to deal with a predator who wants to grab their breasts.

We went the entire meeting talking about how the church was going to treat the boy.  We didn’t want people to talk bad about the boy.  We wanted to make sure we were trying to help him.  We worried about his salvation.  We lamented that this might scar him.

At one point, M wrung his hands and said, “I just can’t believe, with what the Bible says about gossip, that we still gossip.  That really bothers me.”

I said, “You know what bothers me?”  I paused?  Everyone looked at me.  “That we would have little girls molested in our building on multiple occasions by multiple predators.”

Grumble, grumble; acknowledge that is a bad thing; back to talking about helping the boy.

In the end, we prayed.  Long, loving prayers about the nagging coughs, hernia surgeries, and great aunts with toenail fungus.  Passionate prayer about the boy and his family.

Nothing about the victims.

We shepherd wolves and let the sheep be eaten.

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R is My Hero

R, our newest elder, is a truly great guy.

He pushed the hand of the rest of the elders to actually do something about SS.  Today, they talked to the family and told them he could not participate in youth group activities.  R guided the rest of the elders to understand it was OK for us to report this to DHS.

M was completely absent.  I think he is feeling rather defeated.  This crazy, sick church is what it is after 35 years of his being an elder.  It is sad, because M is a godly man.  He is a legalist, sectarian, difficult guy, but he loves God with all his heart and loves the church.  I have tons of respect for him.  But it is waning.

M announced to the rest of the elders that he would step down in January.  A good thing.

Tomorrow, my wife and I get to go to DHS and file a report.

Tomorrow night is an elders meeting.  They are meeting for two hours without me and then want me to join them.  Yep.  We are a team.

M was not happy I have not recanted my teaching on compassion.  Could be interesting.

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The Elders

It appears that R (our newest elder) has stepped up and said this can’t go on.

He, SF and the other elders who are at church are going to meet with the family of the boy during Sunday School.

I am hopeful they will handle things well.

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The Police.

Since one asked in the comments and others have asked in private…I spoke with a police officer who advised me that because of the age of the children, there is not a crime. The matter is one for DHS and because of the pattern of behavior, they should be contacted.

We have a few more steps at the church, but then we will make sure the right agency is involved. To do anything less would be irresponsible and cruel.

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More Victims…

Here is an interesting thought…

For years, our elders knew that E was treating people horribly.  Abusing them, really.  Many people came to M (chairman of the elders) to let him know how E was abusing them.  M ignored them.  He just told them to go talk to E about it.  All the time, E was an elder.  I can name off the top of my head 20 victims of E’s bullying.  That is without even thinking about it.  We were supposed to be quiet about E’s bullying.  Surely if no one knows, no one will think the elders have shirked their responsibility.

A few years ago another bully, TL, began to sexually assault girls in our church.  I know for certain of two.  I am sure there were more.  He raped one of them–S’s daughter.  When the elders heard about it, under M’s leadership and E’s bullying, they instructed S and his family to shut up about it.  They insisted that no matter what, S’s family not speak about it.  That would be gossip.  So the official corporate and spiritual leaders swept victims under the rug.  No one knows the details, so it didn’t happen, right?  No one knows of the repeated attacks in the building.  No one knows of the threats of death and rape.  No one knows of the list of present and future victims of this sex-offender in the church’s youth group.  No one except the elders.

A new bully has emerged.  SS.

SS has a history of violence.  He has assaulted people in our building.  SS held one kid against the wall by the throat.  Another time, he kicked in a locked door at the church building simply because he was angry and wanted the prize behind the door (candy, I think).  SF (I know the initials are confusing, but she is our student pastor) knew of these, and other incidents.  She reported each one to the elders.  Specifically, she reported them to E.  She communicated her discomfort with this boy and his family over and over again.  I guess the elders and E thought if they ignored the problem it would go away.  I guess they thought if no one knew, there would be no responsibility.  Because no one knows, right?  Just the elders.

They were wrong.  SS is 14 now.  He is a man.  He is strong.  He has hormones.

Last night, SF called me to let me know there had been an “incident” at a jr. high event.  SS had touched a girl inappropriately during a game of Sardines (a game of hide and seek in the dark).  He groped a girl’s breasts multiple times.  She said she was afraid he would rape her.

What should we do?  We have a bit of a pattern of behavior from SS.  We have a bit of a pattern of behavior among our leadership to sweep such things under the rug.

SF sent a message to the elders last night after we talked asking for them to step in.  No response.

How many other victims?

I know of one more.

SF called me this morning.  One of her sponsors called her this morning.  Her son was aware of the incident last night and thought his mom should know that a few weeks ago at an overnighter the same thing happened to another girl.  A 12 year old that I care very deeply about.

My daughter.

I wonder where this goes.  I have a feeling it the rug has a lot of things beneath it.  The elders are looking for a broom.  I am looking for a lamp.

 

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